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Sunday, July 12, 2009
This weekend turned out to be okay.I loved the fact that I had dinner with Don. I just couldn't tell him, but being around him makes me feel so comfortable. The last time I saw him was in 2008 when I'd just moved to Manpower.We've exchanged stories on how things are from our sides of the world, both work and personal life. I'm in the same boat as he is in terms of outlook with our jobs. We're both giving it time to see how things will go for the next few months. From there, major changes will definitely happen.Its refreshing to talk to someone who can totally relate to what its like. With that, thank you Don. I hope to see you again soon.:)
 
Sunday, July 05, 2009
This restful weekend is coming to an end.
I've been listening to the song Missing You by Diana Ross, over and over. It helps me reminisce of the loved ones who've passed on to a higher state of being.
I love you all and I hope that the afterlife is treating you well. Here is the video of the song Missing You.
Saturday, July 04, 2009
I miss going out on Saturday nights.It feels like I'm missing out on a lot. However, I'm trying to save up as I need to check and balance my finances before I go back to being my old reckless self.We're past one major hurdle in our family life. Now comes another. Wala man lang break. I'm still thankful of all the blessings I've had in my life. My brothers and I had a conference about our current situation. It pains me that Money is the main source of problem. I think everyone has a problem where money is heavily involved.We did cover on plans on how to make the first step to financial recovery. It will be a painful pill to swallow, but we have no choice. It just pains me that I have to play the role of having to be the harbinger. It gets tiring to play that role.I just hope that the Man upstairs is still listening to my plea. :)
Friday, July 03, 2009
I'm getting this sinking feeling again.In fourteen (14) days, I will be celebrating my 2nd yr anniversary with my current job. When I feel slumped, something's wrong. I'm in the process of getting to the source of this black hole.The top man talked to me about his plans for me. It did spark some interest in me, but again, half of me feels like dragging myself to something that would bring me back to my bread and butter, OPS.I probably need another vacation, perhaps a raise, a career switch or move somewhere else where I can find my personal happiness.I'm 33, single and unattached. I think I'm actually good looking and have an adequate knowledge , enough to start a sensible conversation. New York? Australia? Boston? New Zealand? Where in the world should I move on? Sabi nga ni Therese, there's no need to move if you have it good. Career wise, I see that it is blossoming. Lovelife, it is fading into oblivion. Beth says that I haven't been giving it an extra effort. Should I? Bleh.
Saturday, June 20, 2009
In a few days I'll be turning 33.I must admit that life has been quite a rollercoaster ride. Right now, I'm on the path heading for the apex of everything. With all of the challenges and blessings that I've been given, I am extremely grateful for them.My only wish for this birthday is that I win the lottery jackpot so that all of our areers can be paid in full, and share the wealth as well.:)
Sunday, May 24, 2009
I watched A&D with Meng last Friday.Two words. Simply Amazing. Since the movie was an adaptation of the book, I think that it did pretty well in sending off the context. Afterwards, we did something old school bonding at Gilligan's. She with the San Migs and I with my Red Horses.It was nice to get in touch with old friends. :)***** ***** ***** *****Today I finally got hold of a copy of Eternal Summer with English subtitles. I loved the movie inspite of its sad theme. I reminds me of the days when I was still in limbo on how to tell someone how I felt.Strange enough, now that I've learnt how to say how I feel, there's no one to tell.Adam and I were chatting about HS days in Beda. I loved my life in SBC and never had regrets on anything. He's now living with his partner in NY.I could say that we're on the same boat. The difference was the he took the first step in finding his personal happiness. I'm nowhere near that yet. I'm torn between my responsibility as a son and my own happiness. I feel though that my folks sacrificed plenty of theirs for my sake. The least I can do is give that back.***** ***** ***** *****The warm summer breeze is still reminding me of Boracay. Perhaps the next time I go there, it will be with my special someone. One can only hope that it happens.
Friday, May 15, 2009
It never is, was and will be fair.That's just me. When you give everything (trust and faith) to someone who'd say he'd be with you, only to learn that he'll leave you behind. The feeling of being used, misused and abused is like being stabbed to the core of your being and then having your heart taken out after.Okay. I know that I'm being way too superfluous. I just doesn't feel right.I''m thinking to hell with it and I'm moving on. Forget the emotional investment. If it did matter, he didn't give a damn in the first place. His mind was completely somewhere else.Right now, I feel I should just completely ignore you. If I see you, I will be as if we has never met.***** ***** ***** *****Music: On The Breath Of An Angel Artist: Anggun Wherever I goWhatever I seeOver oceans unknownYou are always with mePure as the waterWe float on this waveOn the breath of an angelI'll fly awayAt the ends of your fingersI follow tonightCaught in the lightingOf a thousand horizonsWe dance for no reasonYou hold on so tightLost in the feelingOf a wonderful rideDi semua bahasaSemua warnaKupahami kataYang kau ukir indahNyanyi beku anginCairkan sengat suriaDi relung hatikuBernyanyi bidadariI can hear every wordI see everywhereTake me into your worldYou can answer my prayersRivers of hoursWhere time is so rareHold me foreverSay youll always be thereWherever I goWhatever I seeOver oceans unknownYou are always with mePure as the water
We float on this wave
On the breath of an angel
I'll fly away
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